Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, Day 4. Stardate: 2406.03.18 (Scorpian, Bridge, XO Jerad, 1000) Jerad had been stalking the hallways, as he had been want to do over the past couple of days. the incident with Tanya have struck ihim hard. To force himself upon in such a manner, using his telepathic abilities, was tantamount to rape. He was having a hard time justifying his actions to himself, let alone anyoneelse. He also could not escape the memories of Tanya, and her feelings of betrayal. her deep set adoration of Drake. The thought that she couldn't live without Drakes love. Or he wasn't going to live without hers. Finally she had made her choice to take her own life. Jrad was ill practiced at Vulcan meditaton. It was at times like this that he wisshed he hadn't turned his back on most of the Vulcan ways. he had been wandering down the crew quarters corridor, more like walking with purpose, to nowhere. He almost ran right into Rose Cantarzini. He was almost startled, and narrowly avoided knocking he over. He wond up bumping into her rather hard but was able to catch her and steady her. The physical contact was most uncomfortable, and he withdrew to himself quickly. "Ah Counselor," Jerad said, "I had almost forgotten that you were on board. But then again, you've almost become part of the cre over the last couple of days." (reply Cantarzini) "How are the Collins family getting along?" he asked, almost as if he cared. (reply Cantarzini) "I am ... gratified to hear of their progress." He stood in front of her, feeling a little uncomfortable. He did not grudge her or even Drake their happiness. He liked the counselor, and was curious as to the extent f their relationship. He also knew that eventually she would bring up the topic of Drake, and Jerad's and Drakes's reationship. He shifted his weight awkwardly in an attempt to get past her and excuse himself. (reply Cantarzini) "I am doing adequately, thank you very much." His answer was most Vulcan, which was a little out of character for Jerad. (reply Cantarzini) (posted by Al Muir) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, Day 4. Stardate: 2406.03.18 (Scorpion – Crew quarters - COUNS. Lt.Cantarzini – 1003) Rose had her mind taken over about what might happen has she reach the crew quarters. Alexandra and herself had a long conversation about that during the afternoon diner yesterday. Alexandra was worried about Drake, like she was, both could feel that something wasn’t right, he felt guilt but wasn’t about to admit it. Rose knew she had to see him to assess how much Alexandra was right about Drake. Walking, she didn’t see Jerad and they bump into one another rather violently. "Ah Counselor," Jerad said, "I had almost forgotten that you were on board. But then again, you've almost become part of the crew over the last couple of days." “It feels like that!” She smiled but felt the characteristic vibration of someone uncomfortable. "How are the Collins family getting along?" he asked, almost as if he cared. “They are feeling better, but they have a long way to go. Even more the young boy.” "I am ... gratified to hear of their progress." He stood in front of her, feeling a little uncomfortable. He did not grudge her or even Drake their happiness. He liked the counsellor, and was curious as to the extent of their relationship. He also knew that eventually she would bring up the topic of Drake, and Jerad's and Drakes's relationship. He shifted his weight awkwardly in an attempt to get past her and excuse himself. “I overheard about what happen… how are you Jerad?” "I am doing adequately, thank you very much." His answer was most Vulcan, which was a little out of character for Jerad. Rose saw how hard and stern Jerad suddenly became and she didn’t like this one bit. If she was right, she would be on board of the Scorpion for another reason, counselling Jerad. ~I have a feeling that this crew will need me… at least they will have my help for a while… If everything goes right! Now, clear your mind Rose and be objective, you don’t know what Drake will say or do.~ (Reply from anyone or none) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay Mission Day: 4 2406.03.18 (Scorpian- Outside crew quarters- Drake and Jerad- 10:10) Jerad had been a little more shaken than he had thought he would be by seeing the counselor. He was only gratified that she did not want to "talk" with him. He wasn't sure exactly what to say. His mind wandered again, as he wandered down the hall. He suddenly stopped short as he almost ran somebody over. He looked up to see the face of Drake looking back at him, equally surprised. Almost bumping into Jerad seemed to have brought what they did not want to come about. Drake almost did not know what to say or do but he knew that he was the one that had to start the conversation. "Ah Hem Jerad..." Drake started but had a hard time thinking of what to say to his long time friend. "I am sorry" was all he could say for now. Jerad blinked at Drakes words. He looked at the man carefully, almost scrutinizing his every feature. Then he used every bit of Vulcan logic to reply. âEURoeWhat exactly are you sorry for?âEUR? "For letting Tanya down I guess and putting a dampener on our friendship." Drake replied trying to get Jerad to respond maybe. Jerad let out a little chuckle, but there was no mirth in it. âEURoeDo you know what I did? Do you understand the depth that I have sunk too? Can you even fathom the despair that has flowing through my mind? And youâEUR| you are sorry?âEUR? Jerad pressed his hands to his head as if he were in pain.His breathing became labored as he fought to maintain a sembemance of control. âEURoeNo, Drake, you did not let Tanya down. In fact, you lived up to every expectation every person that has known you has of you. But now, the consequences are far more âEUR| unpleasant.âEUR? Drake could hardly breath at what Jerad had just said to him. It had more implications than he had wanted to think of, but, as ususal Jerad was correct at his analysis. Drake finally realized that what Jerad had actually done to Tanya and Jerad was blaming himself for having to do so. But, in fact it was Drake who was at fault becuase of what Jerad said about him. "Jerad, My Friend, you did what you had to do to try and save her, you are not at fault. I am because of what you just said, I am what everyone has come to expect from me, but, she had thought to change that. I should have seen what I had done to her, but, as always being full of myself, I let her down." Leaning against the wall, Jerad was slowly losing his emotional control. He hugged himself, as if it would keep himself together.Then he looked up. His eyes locked on Drakes. He shook his head. âEURoeI did what I had to?âEUR? his voice was barely a whisper. âEURoeHow many times IâEUR(tm)ve told myself that. I mind raped her. I took my consciousness and plunged it into hers, without consent, without want, without thought. I forced her to see things in her life that she was not ready to deal with. And because of it she is dead.âEUR? He could no longer look at Drake. âEURoeI saw the pain of her life. I saw how you took some of that pain from her, and how you reinforced her own feelings of worthlessness in your carelessâEUR| relationship.âEUR? He stopped for a moment to try and gather his mind together. âEURoeShe was sent here to kill you. To set you up. But she had changed her mind. You had changed her mind.âEUR? He couldnâEUR(tm)t go on. Drake was having a hard time hearing all of what his friend was saying and what he was feeling about Tanya. Suddenly Drake had an idea also why he was so taken by Tanya, not only was he torn up about the mind rape, as Jerad called it but he had feelings for her. "You had feelings for her didnâEUR(tm)t you Jerad?" Drake asked, "that is another reason the mind meld is tearing you apart." Jerad simply stopped. He didnâEUR(tm)t speak, he didnâEUR(tm)t move, he didnâEUR(tm)t even breath. It was as if he was suddenly put ion stasis. His fight with his emotions had come to a head, and he hadnâEUR(tm)t even realized why. He had denied his emotions for so long that he couldnâEUR(tm)t accept them when they were kicking him in the head, or the heart. One single tear glistened in the corner of his eye. The shame of that, too, weighed on him. He barely moved, but there was a nod of acknowledgement. Barely a whisper came his response. âEURoeYesss,âEUR? he hissed, struggling to maintain his emotional control. Drake's heart started to break for his friend that had lost the one he was beginning to feel for but could not tell her. He did not know what to do for his friend as he could tell that he was losing control and that Jerad never did in front of anyone. Then he had a thought, Rose could help him more than he could. "I understand," Drake said with as much warmth he could muster, "But we still have a mission to accomplish. We can save our accusations and recriminations for later. Our priority is to get this family back together with the father and husband. The counselor from the Cochrane will be accompanying us and I want you to talk with her during our trip." Drake was not sure if the strong hand approach with Jerad was a good idea but him being vulcan, he had to gamble, for his friend. Jerad turned and faced the wall. He put his fingers to the wall as if he were trying to meld with it. Draw some kind of strength from the duranium alloy that they were made from. His fingers tensed, and when he turned there was a slightly noticeable dent in the wall. His had become impassive again. He reached his center, finally, and was able to repress his feelings. Now that he had finally admitted what he had been afraid to admit all this time. âEURoeNo,âEUR? Jerad said firmly, but in control. âEURoeThis is my issue. I will deal with it. You have been a brother to me Drake. Respect my wishes in this. I have no desire to speak with the counselor on this matter. I made my choice, my brother or my heart. Now I must live with it.âEUR? He wanted to give Drake an encouraging smile, but was unable. He was well hidden behind the Vulcan in him. With a deep breath he pulled himself up to his full height, his face as impassive as ever. âEURoeI willâEUR|âEUR? he said, âEURoesurvive.âEUR? "I will respect your wishes my friend, but, if you need someone, she will be here or come to me." Drake said after looking hard at the dents in the wall. "I want you to go see if there are any messages that have come in to tell us where we are to take the family." âEURoeActually, we have already received those orders,âEUR? Jerad said. âEURoeWe are to procede to Starbase Geneva and turn the family over to Admiral LaDona there.âEUR? It felt good to Jerad to get his mind working on something else. "That is great," Drake was relieved to finally know what to do with them. "There is a party that will be today on the Cochrane. Let anyone that wants to attend. You can also go but I want to leave early tomorrow." Drake was just about to leave to go to the Cochrane then remembered. "Please make sure that all preparations are done before the crew heads over, thanks. Will that be all Jerad?" For moment Jerad thought about saying something else. His mouth opened and then closed again. Whatever he was about to say went unsaid. After all, how could he explain his feelings when he didnâEUR(tm)t really understand them himself. âEURoeNo, that is all.âEUR? Drake had decided not to tell Jerad that he was the only brother he had even if it was only by their mutual feelings. He had thought that it was better to get away from those feelings and help him get his mind back on his work. Drake thought that maybe he would be able to talk to Rose about how to help Jerad later during the trip. Seeing that Jerad did not want to say anything more, he headed to his room. Jerad watched Drake as he walked away. When he was no longer in sight the Vulcan let out his breath. He allowed himself one more sad moment and then he was done with it. The Vulcan had retained control. Now it was time to go to work. (reply none) (posted by Al Muir) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Holodeck 6 – CO Lowell - 1435) Alexandra return to the holodeck, she was happy and free and it felt like it was contagious. She look at the simulated sky of Risa and smile to it closing her eyes. She got out of the dress, readjusted her swim suit, lay the beach towel and lay on it, with 2 swift kick, she got rid of her sandals. Laying on her stomach, she closed her eyes listening on the ocean breathing in the sweet and salted hair. Her relaxation came immediately has she felt the sun on her skin and probably fell asleep some what. A bit later, she felt Tahl’s presence but she didn’t move, she was feeling to great and she wanted to see what would happen. She imagined him walking on the beach, getting closer and closer looking at her, then she felt the vibration of someone siting beside her and then the gentle touch of Tahl’s hand stroking her back. Alexandra couldn’t resist this any longer, she slowly turn to face him with a smile on her face that said more then words. “What do you think of this place?” (Reply from Tahl) “Thank you… so many things to say when part of it was already expressed just now. I feel so lucky, so happy… so free… it’s frightening me a little. Even more so if it frightens you… does it?” (Reply from Tahlmari, anyone) (Posted from Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Holodeck 6 – CO Lowell & FO Tahlmari- 1435) Alexandra return to the holodeck, she was happy and free and it felt like it was contagious. She look at the simulated sky of Risa and smile to it closing her eyes. She got out of the dress, readjusted her swim suit, lay the beach towel and lay on it, with 2 swift kick, she got rid of her sandals. Laying on her stomach, she closed her eyes listening on the ocean breathing in the sweet and salted hair. Her relaxation came immediately has she felt the sun on her skin and probably fell asleep some what. A bit later, she felt Tahl’s presence but she didn’t move, she was feeling to great and she wanted to see what would happen. She imagined him walking on the beach, getting closer and closer looking at her, then she felt the vibration of someone siting beside her and then the gentle touch of Tahl’s hand stroking her back. Alexandra couldn’t resist this any longer, she slowly turn to face him with a smile on her face that said more then words. When Alex looked over at Tahl his heart beat a little faster. Her smile was contagious, and he beamed back at her. When he was with her he felt like he was twelve years old again, confused and befuddled. He could feel Bob's presence looming and he chased it away. “What do you think of this place?” "Just like it's creator," Tahl replied, "quite beautiful and marvellous." “Thank you… so many things to say when part of it was already expressed just now. I feel so lucky, so happy… so free… it’s frightening me a little. Even more so if it frightens you… does it?” Tahl cupped Alex's cheek in his hand and stared into her eyes. Those eyes, a person could get lost in there if they weren't careful. "More than I've ever been before. And not frightened at the same time. When I'm with you I have courage that I never dreamed of. I feel like I can over come anything. You lift my spirit to a new height. it's hard to believe how almost complete I feel with you. It's like my past never happened." “Careful now, I’m highly vulnerable to your charm.” She lifted herself a little, sat on her knee to be at the same level has Tahl, but then she couldn’t resist it. Her hand find it’s way behind Tahl’s head and slowly brought him to give him a kiss. “I love you so much, I’m so at peace and nervous at the same time. I love your smile.” She caressed his face but then in the back of her head a voice reminded her why she called him, she waited to see what he would say first. Tahl revelled in the kiss. It was a kiss of true passion. It sent jolts of electrical excitement through his entire body. He looked at Alex. “And I love your…,” he stopped and realised how overdressed he was compared to Alex. “I love everything about you. Even the fact that you drive me crazy with your stunts on missions.” “There’s another reason why I called you. It’s complicated… again. It’s about Drake, Rose, me and you. You better sit more comfortably.” She sat and tapped beside her on the beach towel. Tahl raised an eyebrow at the mention of so many people involved. He was just starting to like Drake. The pirate had his flaws, but Tahl was sure he was basically a good person. His ill feeling towards him had pretty much disappeared during the course of the last few days. There was even a kind of respect, albeit an antagonistic respect. “Did you read Rose’s report about the Collins family? How they are doing?” “I read it, yes,” Tahl replied as he sat on the towel and looked out at the water. “Where should I start, because it does concern this family, and us.” She paused and look at the water, it was so beautiful she could really forget about everything but that she couldn’t. “A long time ago, Drake took a decision that he thought would keep me safe… like you know it didn’t. I knew instinctively that he would make the same decision, but I was determine not to let him do that… you know how I am. Rose and I put up a situation, Drake plunge into it when he came to see me… Like I told you he would, I told him everything that I felt when he left me so many years ago and how Rose would feel. To make a story short… I freed him completely and at the same time myself, that explain that smile I can’t erase from my face.” Alexandra kept her eyes on the water feeling Tahl’s eyes on her face. She paused because there was more but she wanted Tahl to understand and know what she did and eventually was up too. The plotting of Alexandra’s mind was like following the thread of a spider web. He wasn’t exactly sure what she was saying to him. She was obviously manipulating Drake into something, but Tahl wasn’t sure what exactly. But it involved Rose and Drake. He had commented himself on how close those two had gotten lately. Suddenly the pieces started to come together for him. He smiled and shook his head. «I can appreciate what you’re doing my love, but I’m not certain that Drake will. In what way have you freed him?» “When I told him how I felt during those years, for a time I thought he was dead… then, the bomb which made me realise that he was alive. I felt betrayed at first, and then I wasn’t sure. I told him everything. Which come the second part… the Collins family isn’t doing this great, they need more counselling and also the father pretty bad. The boy isn’t doing great, he is kind of closed up. Drake, with is previous frame of mind was going to leave without saying a word and it could be disastrous for the Collins family. Now, basically, he asked if Rose could continue the counselling while he is reuniting the Collins family.” That was the part she wasn’t sure how Tahl would take, but she decided that she would look at him face to face. “So we are sending Rose off with Drake to continue counselling the Collins family? That sounds like a pretty logical solution,” he said feeling quite unVulcan. Drake had a pretty reckless lifestyle, and he worried for Roses safety. But how much trouble could they get into going to the Nimitz and back. “When would we expect the return of our counsellor?” he asked. “It’s more or less a week back and forth depending on where is the Nimitz. Drake is waiting for his contact. I told Rose everything about the type of danger Drake and me faced and she got a taste of it also. Drake should come for the beach party where he and Rose will have confirmation. I pretty much guess what will happen, and also she will be counselling that family.” Alexandra didn’t resist and pass her hand through his hair with a smile. “I think that you felt that those two had some sort of chemistry.” Tahl closed his eyes and enjoyed Alex’s touch. “Yes ,” he agreed, “they certainly seemed to have made a connection. And I think we can live without our counselor for a couple of weeks. Besides,” he lifted Alex’s chin with his finger tips, “I’m pretty sure we’re going to be a little busy to miss her.” He leaned forward and pressed his lips gently to hers. His hand dropped slowly to run down her bare back. Alexandra pass an arm around his waist with a smile on her face. “Yes… pretty busy, don’t have much time anymore…” She back away a little and with a malicious smile. “Are you trying to have a preview of what I plan before tonight… Lieutenant Commander Tahlmari?” Tahl looked shocked. “Who me? Would I ever try such a thing?” Then with an evil look he drew Alex in and spun her to the ground. Alexandra couldn’t stop laughing has he kiss her neck and enjoy it for a moment but there was work to be done. “Well, I really like that but if I recall you are still on duty and this place will soon crawl with a lot of people.” Alexandra turn him under in a swift movement and got up picking up her dress. “ The plan is, we will have fun with the crew, then leave for another holodeck where we will be alone. You know… I still wonder if I should let you read my journal of back then.” She put on the dress. Tahl watched her back as she walked away from him. It was a marvelous view. He was a little disappointed to see the dress go back on. “That, my dear,” he said, “would be totally up to you. But sometimes it’s fun not knowing and finding out a bit at a time. Like being a detective.” He stood up and brushed off his uniform. Shaking his head he said, “Do you know how hard it ‘s going to be finishing my shift with sand in my pants.” Alexandra couldn’t help but laugh. “It does get everywhere.” Alexandra came back to him and pass her arms around his waist. “It’s going to be hard waiting for the time to be with you… Now, you better leave and remember to get change before joining the crew and me to the beach. I think that I will play volleyball, that should be a fun activity to do on the beach.” She kiss him softly and back away a step. “You better go now!” Tahl gave a deep sigh and nodded. “Volleyball?” he said as he left the holodeck. “Something else to learn.” He looked back before leaving. The picture of Alex with the beach background was incredible. “I’ll see you at the beach.” He blew a kiss and was gone. (Reply from anyone or none) (Posted from Laurence Durand & Al Muir) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CTAC/SC Ensign Griegor Romonov - 1440) T’Simmi was a bit curious to see how a beach party work, what was the rules and the silent communication between humanoids, but she was just has curious about the Mess Hall. It seem there was a party going on over there has well.  For the purpose of it, she got out of uniform to put civilian clothing. She walked in, a bit shy and look around for someone she knew that she could stick too for a while.  She saw Ensign Romonov at a table but he seem to want to be alone, yet it wasn’t a time to be alone… not in a party… what ever it meant.  “Ensign Romonov, how are you?  May I join you?” "Sure, have a seat" Griegor said as he gestured toward a chair across from him. "So, why arn't you at the beach party?" (reply T'Simmi) "Not my kind of thing either" Griegor said taking another sip of his drink. "I am not exactly a social person" (reply T'Simmi) (posted by Griegor Romonov) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Mess Hall - Nurse Ensign T’Simmi (NPC) - 1440) T’Simmi was a bit curious to see how a beach party work, what was the rules and the silent communication between humanoids, but she was just has curious about the Mess Hall. It seem there was a party going on over there has well. For the purpose of it, she got out of uniform to put civilian clothing. She walked in, a bit shy and look around for someone she knew that she could stick too for a while. She saw Ensign Romonov at a table but he seem to want to be alone, yet it wasn’t a time to be alone… not in a party… what ever it meant. “Ensign Romonov, how are you? May I join you?” (Reply from Romonov, and anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Mess Hall - Nurse Ensign T’Simmi (NPC) - 1442) “Ensign Romonov, how are you? May I join you?” "Sure, have a seat" Griegor said as he gestured toward a chair across from him. "So, why aren't you at the beach party?" “I am not use of this type of social gatherings.” "Not my kind of thing either" Griegor said taking another sip of his drink. "I am not exactly a social person" “Well, I’m shy and curious… I would like to go and see that beach party. It’s interesting to see the interaction between people, but could you explain what this group is doing.” She pointed at a group and then she saw Lt. B’Lanor walking in but waited for the explanation. (Reply from Romonov, and anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Mess Hall - Nurse Ensign T’Simmi (NPC) - 1442) “Ensign Romonov, how are you? May I join you?” "Sure, have a seat" Griegor said as he gestured toward a chair across from him. "So, why aren't you at the beach party?" “I am not use of this type of social gatherings.” "Not my kind of thing either" Griegor said taking another sip of his drink. "I am not exactly a social person" “Well, I’m shy and curious… I would like to go and see that beach party. It’s interesting to see the interaction between people, but could you explain what this group is doing.” She pointed at a group and then she saw Lt. B’Lanor walking in but waited for the explanation. (Reply from Romonov, and anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Mess Hall - CTAC/SC Ensign Griegor Romonov - 1442) “I am not use of this type of social gatherings.” "Not my kind of thing either" Griegor said taking another sip of his drink. "I am not exactly a social person" “Well, I’m shy and curious… I would like to go and see that beach party. It’s interesting to see the interaction between people, but could you explain what this group is doing.” She pointed at a group and then she saw Lt. B’Lanor walking in but waited for the explanation. "Those people?" Grigor said " I think they are marines. For the most part they keep to themselves." (reply T'Simmi) "If you look at the history of the Marine Corps you would see that they have always seperated themselves. You might think of it as a class system." Grigor said (reply T'Simmi) Griegor then also noticed Fugan sitting fairly close by. "Hey Fugan, impressive new toys you've been working on, why don't you take this seat right here?" Griegor said moioning his hand to a seat on his left. (Reply Fugan, T'Simmi, anyone) (posted by Griegor Romonov) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Mess Hall - Nurse Ensign T’Simmi (NPC) - 1444) “Well, I’m shy and curious… I would like to go and see that beach party. It’s interesting to see the interaction between people, but could you explain what this group is doing.” She pointed at a group and then she saw Lt. B’Lanor walking in but waited for the explanation. "Those people?" Griegor said " I think they are marines. For the most part they keep to themselves." “Marines, a some sort of organise troop, well armed and organised.” "If you look at the history of the Marine Corps you would see that they have always separated themselves. You might think of it as a class system." Griegor said “I see… some sort of… how was that called… fraternity.” Griegor then also noticed Fugan sitting fairly close by. "Hey Fugan, impressive new toys you've been working on, why don't you take this seat right here?" Griegor said motioning his hand to a seat on his left. “New toys… ah yes. The devices the science department have been working on… I have also heard that you gave gift to the Captain. Dr. Weasly is working on that.” (Reply from Romonov, B’Lanor and anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane, Mess Hall, 2O/CSO Fugan B’Lanor, 1445) "Indeed I have worked with the captain for some time; in truth since before she was promoted to the position of Captain. During my experiences I have found her to be a capable individual and an exceptional leader, as one would expect of any person promoted to the position of Captain of a Starship. I have found that she does like to be in control of any situation however most leaders do, the Captain however is also able to relinquish control in circumstances where another may possess greater knowledge or experience, a rare quality in most individuals. The only criticism I can make is that her passion may sometimes obstruct with her abilities, however this flaw is possessed by most emotive species and it may be considered a significant strength also. All things considered the captain is an extraordinary individual given that she is able to achieve considerable accomplishments with a group of individuals which are extremely singular. May I enquire upon either of your observations regarding the Captain during your period thus far?" T'Simmi look at both of the men at the table. "During the mission, even when she was suffering from the alien pheromones, the captain maintain a sort of composure which surprised me. A leader must be able to draw strengh from her crew and she is capable to do that. That is the only observations I made. Were you able to make yourself an idea about Captain Lowell... Ensign Romonov?" "When I first arrived here she invited me to her quarters to meet me and vise-versa, that brief meeting shows that she cares for everyone on this ship and that makes a strong leader." Griegor said "From my past a leader that cares for the people they are in command of is a rare thing" "A great leader once said: A ship at sea is its own world, to be the captain of a ship is to be the unquestioned ruler of that world and requires all the leadership shills of a prince or minister." "An interesting quote Mr Romonov, I suppose we crew must simply hope that the Captain of a ship is a good leader, however since the first officer carries out orders in the name of the captain then they must be a good leader, and the second officer, and the department heads. In effect the whole crew must be exceptional or none will be. While I will admit that the Captain is an exceptional and unique person, Starfleet has many such individuals who are excellent leaders, and thus concurrently care about the crew they command. 'A captains first duty is to his crew, then the mission' James Tiberius Kirk." (reply T’Simmi, Romonov, any) (posted by John Morrison) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane, Mess Hall, 2O/CSO Fugan B’Lanor, 1445) "It’s interesting, but no thank you.” Said T’Simmi. “I am more intrigue by the Captain and what happen. Is the captain so in control all the time, or maybe I didn’t assess her character right. You have been working with the captain much longer than any of us.” "Indeed I have worked with the captain for some time; in truth since before she was promoted to the position of Captain. During my experiences I have found her to be a capable individual and an exceptional leader, as one would expect of any person promoted to the position of Captain of a Starship. I have found that she does like to be in control of any situation however most leaders do, the Captain however is also able to relinquish control in circumstances where another may possess greater knowledge or experience, a rare quality in most individuals. The only criticism I can make is that her passion may sometimes obstruct with her abilities, however this flaw is possessed by most emotive species and it may be considered a significant strength also. All things considered the captain is an extraordinary individual given that she is able to achieve considerable accomplishments with a group of individuals which are extremely singular. May I enquire upon either of your observations regarding the Captain during your period thus far?" (reply T’Simmi, Romonov, any) (posted by John Morrison) Stardate:2406.03.18 Cochrane Mission: Needle in the Hay, Day 4. Stardate: 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Crew quarters - COUNS. Ensign Cantarzini - 1445) Rose was overly excited about beach party and it seem to have done the job of lifting the spirit. Obviously, the new captain new what her crew needed. Rose nearly emptied completely the content of her draws to find the right cloths for the beach party. The swim suit was easy, a dark red bikini suited better her skin, but has for covering up, that was the hard part. “Computer, sent message to Captain Drake that the beach party is in full swing…” She paused for a second. “and he is cordially invited. Okay, send message.” [Message sent] “Thank you! Now, if I could ever find the right dress.” (Reply from Drake, anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18   (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CTAC/SC Ensign Griegor Romonov - 1446) "A great leader once said: A ship at sea is its own world, to be the captain of a ship is to be the unquestioned ruler of that world and requires all the leadership shills of a prince or minister." "An interesting quote Mr Romonov, I suppose we crew must simply hope that the Captain of a ship is a good leader, however since the first officer carries out orders in the name of the captain then they must be a good leader, and the second officer, and the department heads.  In effect the whole crew must be exceptional or none will be.  While I will admit that the Captain is an exceptional and unique person, Starfleet has many such individuals who are excellent leaders, and thus concurrently care about the crew they command.  'A captains first duty is to his crew, then the mission' James Tiberius Kirk."   "I guess it all comes down to the old adage 'The chain is only as strong as the weakest link'. I have heard that phrase far too often." Griegor said taking another sip from his glass.   "There was this teacher back in the Academy that always had quotes, cliches, and other phrases he used far too often. I guess some of them stayed with me" Griegor said trying to remember the teachers name. "Dan- Doug- David- something with a D"   (reply Fugan, T’Simmi, any) (posted by Griegor Romonov) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane – Crew quarters – CO Lowell & COUNS. Lt. Cantarzini - 1450) Once Tahl was gone it took Alexandra a moment watching the view and enjoy the emotions bubbling in her. She took her sandals and made her way out, in a few minutes she was in her quarters and change swim suits. The one she had was just for sun bathing and wasn’t made for a physical activity like volleyball. She put on the same sun dress and decided to go see Rose and give her the good news. Alexandra ring the door and said. “Rose, it’s me Alex.” Rose open the door and grab Alexandra by the arm. “I need your help, it’s an emergency… Like you see, I have pick my swim ware but what to put over is still a mystery.” “I have never seen you like this Rose, calm down, it’s just a beach party.” “I just sent Drake the invitation for it… he is probably on it’s way right about now. He was excited by it and are diner together…. PLEASE!” “Okay! He will love you what ever you wear you know.” For the first time, Alexandra felt a pinch in her heart at the thought of it. Rose saw her face expression. “Are you okay Alex?” She said softly. “I am, I just realised that he is falling in love with you… I saw it in his eyes and face. It just hit me I guess even if I saw that happening a few days ago.” Alexandra sat down. “It’s the way it should be, I don’t love Drake the way I loved him in the past and what I have with Tahl is sure and strong. I told him that I accepted you leaving for the Scorpion and continue the counselling of the Collins family. He agreed with me.” “I saw you interact with Drake, a place in him I will never have access too but for now, even if I call it love it’s just are emotions and bound has El-Aurians playing. This trip will tell me everything. I don’t want to replace you in his heart, but add myself to him.” “Drake deserve love, he sacrificed enough… just like I did. We both deserve love and I found it in Tahl… I feel like a school girl around him. He is so wonderful.” “Tell me… that ring… is it what I think it is?” Rose put in front of her a dress facing Alexandra. This one said no with her head. “The ring… yes it is. He asked me before we went on the mission. I said yes but right now we have to prove that we can have a relationship and work together.” She said no with her head to another dress and a maybe for the other one she presented. “You really have a way of picking men…. Drake, after that was that vulcan… what’s the name again.” “K’Lonar, he is the chief scientist on starbase 75. Married, 3 kids a forth is on the way from what I read on his last letter. It wasn’t a life for me, I like moving around, travelling and you know that’s why I loved archaeology. I still receive alien artefact to analysed because they are stump on what it could be from time to time. The kept me as an AA Specialist, they didn’t accept my resignation.” Alexandra was picking up dresses and through some of them to the ‘no pile’. “I ask them not to accept it… I knew you would have kick yourself if they had.” “You did that behind my back!” “You had lost a baby, Drake by the same occasion, I knew there was someone very important in the first place. They let you go and I followed discreetly, and then there was that shuttle accident which I still wonder if it was.” Alexandra put around Rose a wrap around skirt and an open shirt that she knot in the front, it was revealing enough to show that she had a swim suit but hide enough that she could walk out of her quarters. “There’s no proof that it wasn’t an accident but knowing Mr. Black in more dept with this adventure… I’m starting to wonder, maybe I will never know. You are ready I think! That is something I would ware myself.” Alexandra smiled then she heard the shim at the door. “I think I know who it is… do you want me to go answer?” “Yes… Do!” (Reply from Drake, anyone) (Posted from Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Crew quarters - CO Captain Lowell - 1456) Alexandra open the door and it front of her was a all smile Drake. He had a question look on his face, but Alexandra smiled back, somehow he knew. "I have talk to Tahl, told him everything and he agreed... so Rose has a green light to go with you." (Reply from Drake) Alexandra felt herself spin in the air has Drake pick her up to give her a hug. She started to laugh. "You know how long and nothing more Drake. There's also something else that came to my mind... a certain necklace that you gave me." (Reply from Drake, anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CO Captain Lowell - 1510) Alexandra left them to go to the Mess Hall, she had heard that there was a party going on, it seem like the word of some down town travelled like wild fire. When she arrived there, she saw a group a marine having fun. They saw her coming. "Captain! The last I heard you were on the beach." "I was on the beach, but decided to see what was happening in here. Kono, could you prepare me a salad?" "Are you sure that it is wise Captain?" Said one of them. "The last report certifies that the Mess Hall and Ten Forward have been sterilized... there's no more sign of the bug that struck the crew." She gave a head sign to Kono. "Excuse me boys, but I see people that I really didn't have time to talk to and get to know. Have fun!" "You can be sure of that captain!" They started to laugh. Alexandra made her way to the table where Ensign Romonov, T'Simmi, Lt B'Lanor was. Kono arrived behind her and put the dish down without asking. "Tell me... can I sit here... You seem in a deep conversation here! I hope I don't intrude." (Reply from Romonov, B'Lanor) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CTAC/SC Ensign Griegor Romonov - 1511) Alexandra made her way to the table where Ensign Romonov, T'Simmi, Lt B'Lanor was.   Kono arrived behind her and put the dish down without asking. "Tell me... can I sit here... You seem in a deep conversation here!  I hope I don't intrude."   "Not at all Captain, please sit" Griegor said motioning his hand toward a nearby chair   (Reply Lowell, anyone else who wants to say hi)   "I thought you were at the beach?" Griegor said   (reply Lowell)   "I see, any word from the brass on our next assignment?" Griegor asked. (Reply Lowell, B'Lanor, T'Simmi) (Posted by Griegor Romonov) Stardate:2406.03.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CO Captain Lowell - 1513) "Tell me... can I sit here... You seem in a deep conversation here! I hope I don't intrude." "Not at all Captain, please sit" Griegor said motioning his hand toward a nearby chair. "Thanks!" She smiled. (Reply from anyone else who wants to say hi) "I thought you were at the beach?" Griegor said "Yes... I was, but then I was hungry after what I have just pulled. I wanted to see how everyone was enjoying there leisure time. With all the changes happening so fast, I felt that everyone could need some time to relax." "I see, any word from the brass on our next assignment?" Griegor asked. "Right now, we are going to the Lotmal nebula... a deep space probe detect some abnormal readings. It will take us a couple of days to get there, but who knows what will be the next big mission and frankly I don't care what life throws at me... I feel more free then I ever felt in my entire life. What were you talking? If it's not to much to know." Alexandra took a few pieces of her salad. (Reply from Romonov, B'Lanor) (Posted by Laurence Durand) Stardate:2406.04.18 Mission : Needle in the Hay, day 4 Stardate : 2406.03.18 (USS Cochrane - Mess Hall - CO Captain Lowell - 1515) "Right now, we are going to the Lotmal nebula... a deep space probe detect some abnormal readings. It will take us a couple of days to get there, but who knows what will be the next big mission and frankly I don't care what life throws at me... I feel more free then I ever felt in my entire life. What were you talking? If it's not to much to know." Alexandra took a few pieces of her salad. "We were merely discussing the rights of the individual versus the duty of the state to protect the society, indeed it was you who initiated this line of discussion. However my curiosity is peeked by the Lotmal nebula, what readings did the probe detect?" Fugan enquired inquisitively as he took a sip of hot chocolate. “The deep space probe recorded various activities in the radiation of the nebula. Also, the probe suddenly shut down after an energy surge. You know how they are made, they have safeties and special shielding, also it didn’t penetrate the nebula so Starfleet wonder what is up with that. I have sent to the Science department the entire file and data right up to the shut down. From there point of view, it would seem that it’s very abnormal what is going on if this nebula is forming a star well it’s not doing it right.” (Reply from Romonov, B'Lanor and anyone) (Posted by Laurence Durand)